urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kaley426 kaley426 kaley426 2008-09-05T03:50:13Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kaley426:48882 2008-09-05T03:50:13Z 2008-09-05T03:50:13Z check it out...<br /><br />kaleyatsea.blogspot.com urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kaley426:48192 2008-04-11T13:50:32Z 2008-04-11T13:50:32Z so here's the low-down on my life as of now....<br /><br />Boys: i've been with Greeley for about 6 months... hes beautiful, funny, smart, sweet, and really theres nothing that i can find thats wrong about him, except he lives in florida... we see each other every 6 weeks, but its hard, and i get lonely sometimes... but he's worth it.<br /><br />school: I have a 3.89 GPA, loved my classes last semester, this semester my classes suck. but im still doing alright. and im going away next semester (thank god). i get to travel around the world on a cruise ship visiting a bunch of different countries and getting college credit for it. I'm going to brazil, south africa, namibia, china, japan, thailand, viet nam, cambodia, costa rica, india, malaysia, puerto rico, through the panama canal and a few others that i cant remember. i'm really excited.<br /><br />family: everyones good, everyones happy... jill gets home in a few weeks, which is uber exciting<br /><br />friends: mostly new friends, im hanging out with a lot of my jewish friends, and im thinking of becoming more religious... but its most likely not gonna happen.<br /><br /><br />alriright, time for class... maybe more later, maybe not.<br /><br />peace out cub scouts<br /><br />yea... my life is pretty perfect right now... it took a while, but i think i can say that i'm genuinely happy... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kaley426:47446 2007-10-02T04:01:24Z 2007-10-02T04:01:24Z im a stupid stupid girl who believes a guy when he pretends to be one of the good ones...<br /><br />i am so done with you, scumbag. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kaley426:46506 2007-07-30T22:04:42Z 2007-07-30T22:04:42Z 1. Name one person who made you smile yesterday?<br />Joe :-D<br /><br />2. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?<br />sleeping.<br /><br />3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?<br />talking to adam/tony/marlowe<br /><br />4. What is something that happened to you in 1994?<br />i had my first painting lesson<br /><br />5. What is the last thing you said aloud?<br />jimmy!<br /><br />6. How many different things did you drink today?<br />3<br /><br />7. Whens the last rainbow you saw?<br />friday<br /><br />16. What size shoe do you wear?<br />9.5<br /><br />17. Do you have a sister?<br />two<br /><br />18. Are you very random?<br />yeaaa<br /><br />19. Do you want to cut your hair?<br />nope<br /><br />20. Are you over the age of 25?<br />nope<br /><br />21. Do you talk a lot?<br />sometimes.<br /><br />22. Do you watch The O.C.?<br />never<br /><br />23. Does your screen name have an "x" in it<br />lo<br /><br />24. Do you know anyone named Steven?<br />yes.<br /><br />25. Do you make up your own words?<br />occasionally<br /><br />26. Are you ticklish?<br />yes.<br /><br />27. Are you typically a jealous person?<br />nope<br /><br />28. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter "B":<br />blake<br /><br />29. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter "J":<br />does joe count?<br /><br />30. Who's the 1st person on your received calls list?<br />pritti<br /><br />31. What did the last text message you received say?<br />"hows your day of nothing going? -Joe"<br /><br />32. Do you chew on your straws?<br />kind of.<br /><br />33. Do you have curly hair?<br />yes.<br /><br />34. What is the next concert you're going to?<br />dunno<br /><br />35. Who is the worst person in your life?<br />right now, Bnaya<br /><br />36. How many times have you cussed today?<br />0<br /><br />37. What is something you say a lot?<br />mhhm<br /><br />38. What is the last thing you ate?<br />chicken<br /><br />39. Have you seen the movie "Donnie Darko"?<br />like 900 times<br /><br />40. Do you have work tomorrow?<br />nope<br /><br />41. Is marriage in your future?<br />hopefully.<br /><br />42. When was the last time you said "I love you"?<br />a couple min ago<br /><br />43. what should you being doing now?<br />homework<br /><br />44. Do you have a nickname?<br />yepp<br /><br />46. When was the last time you used a skateboard?<br />dunno<br /><br />47. What is the best movie you've seen in the past two weeks?<br />HP<br /><br />48. Is there anyone you like right now?<br />hehehe<br /><br />49. When was the last time you did the dishes, be honest...?<br />no clue urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kaley426:44561 2007-07-01T07:02:25Z 2007-07-01T07:02:25Z things are going really well for me now, i made an A in my stats class, im single again (a good thing), I love my job and am making wayyyy more money than i need (yay for starting my own savings account), i am making many more friends, and i have 2 guys that both want me.... :)<br /><br />i like one of them, not so interested in the other, but its still nice to be wanted.<br /><br />i lost weight, not a lot, but enough to look like i did, and im happy about it. i bought a black corset and i look really hot when i wear it, even tho i wouldnt wear it outa the house unless i felt like making someone regret not wanting anything serious with me (which i did once, and he did regret it, i won!). <br /><br />so all in all im happy, the only thing i regret is that alex and i arent talking as much as we used to, but thats understandable considering we just broke up.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />i feel like im free for the first time in a long time, i could get used to it.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kaley426:44271 2007-05-25T21:34:46Z 2007-05-25T21:34:46Z hey everyone... yours truly is now an official bartender! Yay me! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kaley426:43883 2007-04-25T02:02:31Z 2007-04-25T02:02:31Z I am cutting/have cut certain people out of my life. Not because they are bad friends, or bad people, but because I'm in a very different place right now. We're heading in differend directions, and I am chosing to keep my way instead of straggling between the two. I am a different person than I used to be, and in order for me to get better and change my situation, I need to change a lot of things, including certain friendships. Once again, this is NOT because of you, the kind of friend, or person that you are, its just me needing something else for me.<br /><br />In my life, I have made a lot of bad choices, hid a lot of secrets, and hurt a lot of people. I am sorry to everyone, I know what I did and I know now that it was wrong, it just took me a lot to realize it.<br /><br />I'm trying to work things out on my own, for the first time in my life. I am fighting my own battles, even though most of them are with myself. (I am not crazy, I am just a messed up girl who needs to figure things out. So thats what I'm doing.)<br /><br />I have gotten a lot better these past few months. I've stopped a lot of bad habbits, and started up positive relationships again with my family. I have come clean with my parents about everything I've done and everything that has been done to me, and I am trying with every inch of my body to return to the mind of a normal human being. I am even able to have a normal relationship with a boy who I am in love with.<br /><br />I am sorry to everyone I've hurt over the past few days, months, or even years, I never meant to hurt anyone, I just didnt know how to deal with life. most of you will probably have no clue what I'm talking about. or think that this is complete bullshit. but its not. I am truly sorry, and if I could go back in time and change the person I was, I would. and I hope you believe that. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kaley426:43553 2007-03-27T16:18:22Z 2007-03-27T16:18:22Z so heres the update for all you curious cats.<br /><br />i went to boarding school, after 3 days hated it, said fuck you all, got on a bus and rode for for hours home. now im home and not sure about what to do from here.... im not sure what school, or what program i'll be going to, but hopefully it will be better than the last...<br /><br /><br />peace and love kiddies. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kaley426:42385 2006-12-08T01:36:34Z 2006-12-08T01:36:34Z i was there when a tear in your soul made a hole.<br />-Glint<br /><br />yes... i just quoted my ex's band. i know, im a loser. but whatever urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kaley426:42174 2006-12-01T22:04:11Z 2006-12-01T22:04:11Z so heres the rundown of the past few days...<br />-broke up with chris<br />-became really good frieds with matt<br />-found out mom had/has (not sure about it yet) cancer<br />-made smores with john fay and his boyfriend and chris<br />-attempted to recreate an old friendshio with adam, which is going alright i guess...<br />-wrote a forever-long e-mail to beta.<br /><br /><br />thats about it... taking it one day at a time urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kaley426:41538 2006-11-15T03:33:11Z 2006-11-15T03:33:11Z "i was there when a tear in your soul made a hole...."<br /><br />jase is amazing. and i suck at life.<br /><br />for some reason i cant get one guy out of my head, and its not the one that should be in there... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kaley426:41216 2006-11-12T20:58:23Z 2006-11-12T20:58:23Z everyone should do this...<br /><br />1. go to www.glintonline.com/presskit<br />2. click the media tab<br />3. pick a song on the list and listen to it... then leave comments with your opinions...<br /><br />(i reccomend boy of the starts, the bonus track which is the only red arrow that doesnt point to the song list.. as well as hollow (#1) and one of a kind(#6))<br /><br /><br />thanks guys urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kaley426:40622 2006-09-10T23:53:22Z 2006-09-10T23:53:22Z so...<br /><br />friday night: party at the casa. not a lot of people, but it was awesome. kira came along with beta and mirela, who are both gorgous brazilian girls who ive recently become really good friends with. then kiras friend zach came along with 4 of hhis friends... the "korner crew" as they call themselves. we went hottubbing, drank, smoked hookah, all that good stuff. one of the boys from KC got very very drunk and almost walked off of my balcony (about a 20' drop), and then called his mother, and she wouldnt let any of us drive him home, so we gave her the address of a few streets away and dropped him off there for her to pick him up. he was the only one that got really drunk, and aftewr he left it was a lot more fun. Mcguinness (one of the KC guys) was dancing and doing flips as we were all smoking hookah, and they taught us their supercool handshake. then the guys left and kira, beta and mirela stayed over... it was quite a night.<br /><br />saturday: went shopping with len, then at night i went to nyack with kira. we pretty much just walked up and downt he streets staring at drunk people, and getting hit on by creepy guys. we got coffee, and sat down in a little corner drinking it and smoking ciggs, me not kir. then as we were leaving dylan (band member) calls us to chill at their place, and when we get there he was kind of a tool. didnt really speak to us and left ten minutes after we got there... but it was still fun, we watched blow with rob, phil, mateus, and evan. then at the end (mateus and ev were asleep), we all just sat around talking and joking around... and rob is the funniest person i know.<br /><br /><b>me:</b> my name means instrument of god<br /><b>kira:</b> mine means something like sunray from something...<br /><b>phil</b> i hate my name... it means lover off horses<br /><b>rob:</b> haha... yea, my name is a verb. it means to steal.<br /><br />i love those boys. the one im hooking up with is confusing me, but whatever...<br /><br />and apparently one of the Korner crew is kevin's (the neighbor/friend thats always there with kir and i) nephew... weird eh?<br /><br /><br />today: street fair with kira beta leah and mirela. it was fun, didnt get anything interesting, but i saw some friends. i saw people i used to hang out with a lot, and it makess me sad that were not friends anymore... it was good seeing them, and we still are friends i guess... but not close like we used to be. it just kinda hurts that i went away and now i came back and have none of the same friends, other than kir... its like most of them just erased me from their lives once i went away for a little. but its okay. friends come and go i guess. its my fault too for not staying in better contact with them... <br /><br />what else? <br />parents are still gone. school is amazing. i love it. new people. interesting classes. all in all its just a good time. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kaley426:40268 2006-09-08T23:36:16Z 2006-09-08T23:36:16Z band boy is too fucking confusing.<br /><br />i dont know whats going on and i dont like it.<br /><br />now im going out with beta, kira and marella... lets hope something good happens. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kaley426:39988 2006-09-06T22:59:49Z 2006-09-06T22:59:49Z so...<br />havent updated in a while.<br /><br />i started at RCC.... i love most of my classes, the only ones i dont like are the ones that arent with the honors program... i feel like everyone in those classes are not there for a purpose and it makes me angry.<br /><br />but in general i like it...<br /><br />still confused about the boy situation. in love with bnaya, missing him too much, but since yinon passed hes changed. hes not the same person, and thats understandable... but it sucks. i want him to come back.<br /><br />but in his absence ive found someone else. nothing serious, just fun... but i still like him. whatev,<br /><br /><br />life is good, life is sweet. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kaley426:39793 2006-09-01T01:49:27Z 2006-09-01T01:49:27Z today was hard.. i dont want to talk about it.<br /><br /><br /><br />im confused.<br />im scared.<br />im nervous.<br />im excited.<br />im happy.<br />im not happy.<br /><i>i miss you</i> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kaley426:39553 2006-08-28T03:06:40Z 2006-08-28T19:07:36Z you're a god//vertical horizon <b>evan:</b> why dont you have a boyfriend?<br /><b>kira: </b>because im pretty sure my ex-boyfriend thinks im a cunt<br /><b>evan: </b>but youre so beautiful!<br /><br /><b>kira: </b>does she have tourett's?<br /><b>rob: </b>no... she has a dog though.<br /><br /><b>matt:</b> you guys should stay a while, chill, drink, touch dylans large uncircumsized penis<br /><br /><b>matt: </b>IF YOURE GOING TO CHEAT ON ME DO IT RIGHT!<br /><br /><b>kira:</b> nylan was daked right here<br /><b>phil: </b>what? here?<br /><b>kira: </b>yea... you know what i mean<br /><br /><b>dylan:</b> girls, i got naked, now its your turn.<br /><b>me and kira:</b> ummm, no.<br /><b>dylan:</b> that was the deal.<br /><b>me and kira:</b> there was no deal.<br /><b>dylan:</b> in my dream last night there was.<br /><br /><b>kira:</b>EVAN! i'm trying to get you to go to sleep!<br /><b>evan:</b> and im trying to sleep with you!<br /><br /><b>phil:</b> lets make a porno<br /><b>rob:</b> dont forget to tell us, we can make a code! three knocks theres porn, four nocks PIZZA! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kaley426:39400 2006-08-20T03:05:46Z 2006-08-20T03:05:46Z i am the angel of death.<br /><br /><br />seriously, everyone i get close to dies. if i were you, and i havent already pushed you away for fear of killing you, i'd stay away... unless you have a serious death wish<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><i>im sorry yinon</i> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kaley426:39145 2006-08-15T04:56:07Z 2006-08-15T04:56:07Z tonight was the best night ive had in a while.... just me and some new friends, no one i really knew well. i got my mind off of a lot of things, and i stopped thinking about yinon and bnaya and eliran and asher for about 3 hours....<br /><br /><br />unfortunately i boke curfew (i was in at 12:06 rather than 12:00) and now my curfew is at eleven except weekends... whatever, i can change that.<br /><br /><br />i also started wok today... it was boring, but i like the other people. and i make good money :-D urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kaley426:38800 2006-08-10T05:43:00Z 2006-08-10T05:43:00Z im kind of bored. and its 1:37 AM. and i miss bnaya. <br /><br /><br /><br />the end. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kaley426:38411 2006-08-03T21:35:10Z 2006-08-03T21:35:10Z so im home from israel, been home since sunday. i feel like its time to update this thing.<br /><br /><br />israel was amazing, i made new friends who i love, fell in love with a country all over again, and bnaya.<br /><br />he asked me to marry him... i miss him too much.<br /><br />im not going to talk any more about that here...<br /><br />so i got home and started hanging out with my friends, and i had a major epiphany.<br />i love my friends here, i really do. and i do have great amazing friends. but the majority of them arent. my whole group of friends even, if were not stoned, we cant have fun. and i feel like now that ive quit smoking (yea, going on 3 months) that we have nothing in common.<br /><br />it makes me sad, theyre one of the reasons i wanted to come home... <br /><br />but i still have my close friends, which is good. and i still plan on keeping in touch with my israel friends...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />im out. peace. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kaley426:38210 2006-07-22T09:24:17Z 2006-07-22T09:24:17Z im not sure whats going on over here, or when im going home... but inot gonna lie, im kinda scared.<br /><br />the IDF caught a suicide bomber in my town the other day... and my friend was injured (hes in the army up north). i dont know. im just scared. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kaley426:37902 2006-07-08T09:47:45Z 2006-07-08T09:47:45Z hey guys! im in israel as most of you know. its fun. im making new friends and trying to learn more hebrew.... its pretty intense.<br /><br />classes are really tough, but after class is amazing...<br /><br />this is pretty much my day:<br />8- wake up<br />830-class<br />10- break<br />1045- more class<br />1230- free time starts<br />1230-11 pretty much whatever i want to do with whomever i want to do it with<br />11-1 chill on campus with friends<br />1- sleep. then start it all over<br /><br /><br />as for boys... right now there are about 5 that im dating, but they all know its not exclusive. 4 are isreali and one is from california... the oc actually. and i really only like the cali boy. but whatevaaa.<br /><br />my roommates are alright. anna and rachel. theyre fun to hang out with and i can talk to thyem, but theyre not like anyone from home.<br /><br />i ran into a bunch of YJ kids the other day and it made me really happy. i saw aaron and sarah and samson and eric. it was fun, but im really glad i didnt go on machon.<br /><br />well, im about to go to the beach with caliboy and some other friends, but i love you all and you can all e-mail me to get in touch.<br /><br />kbgkool@aol.com<br /><br />peace and love!<br />Kaley urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kaley426:37817 2006-06-20T16:09:25Z 2006-06-20T16:09:25Z im leaving in a few hours... ill miss yall...<br /><br />e-mail me while im gone, i have access to a computer...<br /><br />kbgkool@aol.com<br /><br />pce lovelies urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kaley426:37526 2006-06-16T20:53:34Z 2006-06-16T20:53:34Z everything is still kind of rotten.<br /><br />im having a lot of fun hanging out with my friends noww that schools over, but im questioning whether i should.<br /><br />im pushing certain people away, and im sorry, i just cant deal with things like that right now.<br /><br />and dan is confusing me. i might just have to kill him, or marry him....<br /><br />havent decided yet :-]