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[Sep. 4th, 2008|11:50 pm] |
check it out...
kaleyatsea.blogspot.com |
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[Apr. 11th, 2008|09:50 am] |
so here's the low-down on my life as of now....
Boys: i've been with Greeley for about 6 months... hes beautiful, funny, smart, sweet, and really theres nothing that i can find thats wrong about him, except he lives in florida... we see each other every 6 weeks, but its hard, and i get lonely sometimes... but he's worth it.
school: I have a 3.89 GPA, loved my classes last semester, this semester my classes suck. but im still doing alright. and im going away next semester (thank god). i get to travel around the world on a cruise ship visiting a bunch of different countries and getting college credit for it. I'm going to brazil, south africa, namibia, china, japan, thailand, viet nam, cambodia, costa rica, india, malaysia, puerto rico, through the panama canal and a few others that i cant remember. i'm really excited.
family: everyones good, everyones happy... jill gets home in a few weeks, which is uber exciting
friends: mostly new friends, im hanging out with a lot of my jewish friends, and im thinking of becoming more religious... but its most likely not gonna happen.
alriright, time for class... maybe more later, maybe not.
peace out cub scouts
yea... my life is pretty perfect right now... it took a while, but i think i can say that i'm genuinely happy... |
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[Oct. 2nd, 2007|12:01 am] |
im a stupid stupid girl who believes a guy when he pretends to be one of the good ones...
i am so done with you, scumbag. |
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[Jul. 30th, 2007|06:04 pm] |
1. Name one person who made you smile yesterday? Joe :-D
2. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning? sleeping.
3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? talking to adam/tony/marlowe
4. What is something that happened to you in 1994? i had my first painting lesson
5. What is the last thing you said aloud? jimmy!
6. How many different things did you drink today? 3
7. Whens the last rainbow you saw? friday
16. What size shoe do you wear? 9.5
17. Do you have a sister? two
18. Are you very random? yeaaa
19. Do you want to cut your hair? nope
20. Are you over the age of 25? nope
21. Do you talk a lot? sometimes.
22. Do you watch The O.C.? never
23. Does your screen name have an "x" in it lo
24. Do you know anyone named Steven? yes.
25. Do you make up your own words? occasionally
26. Are you ticklish? yes.
27. Are you typically a jealous person? nope
28. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter "B": blake
29. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter "J": does joe count?
30. Who's the 1st person on your received calls list? pritti
31. What did the last text message you received say? "hows your day of nothing going? -Joe"
32. Do you chew on your straws? kind of.
33. Do you have curly hair? yes.
34. What is the next concert you're going to? dunno
35. Who is the worst person in your life? right now, Bnaya
36. How many times have you cussed today? 0
37. What is something you say a lot? mhhm
38. What is the last thing you ate? chicken
39. Have you seen the movie "Donnie Darko"? like 900 times
40. Do you have work tomorrow? nope
41. Is marriage in your future? hopefully.
42. When was the last time you said "I love you"? a couple min ago
43. what should you being doing now? homework
44. Do you have a nickname? yepp
46. When was the last time you used a skateboard? dunno
47. What is the best movie you've seen in the past two weeks? HP
48. Is there anyone you like right now? hehehe
49. When was the last time you did the dishes, be honest...? no clue |
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[Jul. 1st, 2007|03:02 am] |
things are going really well for me now, i made an A in my stats class, im single again (a good thing), I love my job and am making wayyyy more money than i need (yay for starting my own savings account), i am making many more friends, and i have 2 guys that both want me.... :)
i like one of them, not so interested in the other, but its still nice to be wanted.
i lost weight, not a lot, but enough to look like i did, and im happy about it. i bought a black corset and i look really hot when i wear it, even tho i wouldnt wear it outa the house unless i felt like making someone regret not wanting anything serious with me (which i did once, and he did regret it, i won!).
so all in all im happy, the only thing i regret is that alex and i arent talking as much as we used to, but thats understandable considering we just broke up.
i feel like im free for the first time in a long time, i could get used to it.... |
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[May. 25th, 2007|05:34 pm] |
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hey everyone... yours truly is now an official bartender! Yay me! |
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| letter to everyone who has ever known me. |
[Apr. 24th, 2007|10:02 pm] |
I am cutting/have cut certain people out of my life. Not because they are bad friends, or bad people, but because I'm in a very different place right now. We're heading in differend directions, and I am chosing to keep my way instead of straggling between the two. I am a different person than I used to be, and in order for me to get better and change my situation, I need to change a lot of things, including certain friendships. Once again, this is NOT because of you, the kind of friend, or person that you are, its just me needing something else for me.
In my life, I have made a lot of bad choices, hid a lot of secrets, and hurt a lot of people. I am sorry to everyone, I know what I did and I know now that it was wrong, it just took me a lot to realize it.
I'm trying to work things out on my own, for the first time in my life. I am fighting my own battles, even though most of them are with myself. (I am not crazy, I am just a messed up girl who needs to figure things out. So thats what I'm doing.)
I have gotten a lot better these past few months. I've stopped a lot of bad habbits, and started up positive relationships again with my family. I have come clean with my parents about everything I've done and everything that has been done to me, and I am trying with every inch of my body to return to the mind of a normal human being. I am even able to have a normal relationship with a boy who I am in love with.
I am sorry to everyone I've hurt over the past few days, months, or even years, I never meant to hurt anyone, I just didnt know how to deal with life. most of you will probably have no clue what I'm talking about. or think that this is complete bullshit. but its not. I am truly sorry, and if I could go back in time and change the person I was, I would. and I hope you believe that. |
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[Mar. 27th, 2007|12:18 pm] |
so heres the update for all you curious cats.
i went to boarding school, after 3 days hated it, said fuck you all, got on a bus and rode for for hours home. now im home and not sure about what to do from here.... im not sure what school, or what program i'll be going to, but hopefully it will be better than the last...
peace and love kiddies. |
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[Dec. 7th, 2006|09:36 pm] |
i was there when a tear in your soul made a hole. -Glint
yes... i just quoted my ex's band. i know, im a loser. but whatever |
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[Dec. 1st, 2006|06:04 pm] |
so heres the rundown of the past few days... -broke up with chris -became really good frieds with matt -found out mom had/has (not sure about it yet) cancer -made smores with john fay and his boyfriend and chris -attempted to recreate an old friendshio with adam, which is going alright i guess... -wrote a forever-long e-mail to beta.
thats about it... taking it one day at a time |
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[Nov. 14th, 2006|11:33 pm] |
"i was there when a tear in your soul made a hole...."
jase is amazing. and i suck at life.
for some reason i cant get one guy out of my head, and its not the one that should be in there... |
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[Nov. 12th, 2006|04:58 pm] |
everyone should do this...
1. go to www.glintonline.com/presskit 2. click the media tab 3. pick a song on the list and listen to it... then leave comments with your opinions...
(i reccomend boy of the starts, the bonus track which is the only red arrow that doesnt point to the song list.. as well as hollow (#1) and one of a kind(#6))
thanks guys |
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[Sep. 10th, 2006|07:53 pm] |
so...
friday night: party at the casa. not a lot of people, but it was awesome. kira came along with beta and mirela, who are both gorgous brazilian girls who ive recently become really good friends with. then kiras friend zach came along with 4 of hhis friends... the "korner crew" as they call themselves. we went hottubbing, drank, smoked hookah, all that good stuff. one of the boys from KC got very very drunk and almost walked off of my balcony (about a 20' drop), and then called his mother, and she wouldnt let any of us drive him home, so we gave her the address of a few streets away and dropped him off there for her to pick him up. he was the only one that got really drunk, and aftewr he left it was a lot more fun. Mcguinness (one of the KC guys) was dancing and doing flips as we were all smoking hookah, and they taught us their supercool handshake. then the guys left and kira, beta and mirela stayed over... it was quite a night.
saturday: went shopping with len, then at night i went to nyack with kira. we pretty much just walked up and downt he streets staring at drunk people, and getting hit on by creepy guys. we got coffee, and sat down in a little corner drinking it and smoking ciggs, me not kir. then as we were leaving dylan (band member) calls us to chill at their place, and when we get there he was kind of a tool. didnt really speak to us and left ten minutes after we got there... but it was still fun, we watched blow with rob, phil, mateus, and evan. then at the end (mateus and ev were asleep), we all just sat around talking and joking around... and rob is the funniest person i know.
me: my name means instrument of god kira: mine means something like sunray from something... phil i hate my name... it means lover off horses rob: haha... yea, my name is a verb. it means to steal.
i love those boys. the one im hooking up with is confusing me, but whatever...
and apparently one of the Korner crew is kevin's (the neighbor/friend thats always there with kir and i) nephew... weird eh?
today: street fair with kira beta leah and mirela. it was fun, didnt get anything interesting, but i saw some friends. i saw people i used to hang out with a lot, and it makess me sad that were not friends anymore... it was good seeing them, and we still are friends i guess... but not close like we used to be. it just kinda hurts that i went away and now i came back and have none of the same friends, other than kir... its like most of them just erased me from their lives once i went away for a little. but its okay. friends come and go i guess. its my fault too for not staying in better contact with them...
what else? parents are still gone. school is amazing. i love it. new people. interesting classes. all in all its just a good time. |
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[Sep. 8th, 2006|07:36 pm] |
band boy is too fucking confusing.
i dont know whats going on and i dont like it.
now im going out with beta, kira and marella... lets hope something good happens. |
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[Sep. 6th, 2006|06:53 pm] |
so... havent updated in a while.
i started at RCC.... i love most of my classes, the only ones i dont like are the ones that arent with the honors program... i feel like everyone in those classes are not there for a purpose and it makes me angry.
but in general i like it...
still confused about the boy situation. in love with bnaya, missing him too much, but since yinon passed hes changed. hes not the same person, and thats understandable... but it sucks. i want him to come back.
but in his absence ive found someone else. nothing serious, just fun... but i still like him. whatev,
life is good, life is sweet. |
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[Aug. 31st, 2006|09:44 pm] |
today was hard.. i dont want to talk about it.
im confused. im scared. im nervous. im excited. im happy. im not happy. i miss you |
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| why i love glint and kira |
[Aug. 27th, 2006|11:00 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
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| [ | mood |
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| | you're a god//vertical horizon | ] | evan: why dont you have a boyfriend? kira: because im pretty sure my ex-boyfriend thinks im a cunt evan: but youre so beautiful!
kira: does she have tourett's? rob: no... she has a dog though.
matt: you guys should stay a while, chill, drink, touch dylans large uncircumsized penis
matt: IF YOURE GOING TO CHEAT ON ME DO IT RIGHT!
kira: nylan was daked right here phil: what? here? kira: yea... you know what i mean
dylan: girls, i got naked, now its your turn. me and kira: ummm, no. dylan: that was the deal. me and kira: there was no deal. dylan: in my dream last night there was.
kira:EVAN! i'm trying to get you to go to sleep! evan: and im trying to sleep with you!
phil: lets make a porno rob: dont forget to tell us, we can make a code! three knocks theres porn, four nocks PIZZA! |
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[Aug. 19th, 2006|11:00 pm] |
i am the angel of death.
seriously, everyone i get close to dies. if i were you, and i havent already pushed you away for fear of killing you, i'd stay away... unless you have a serious death wish
im sorry yinon |
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[Aug. 15th, 2006|12:51 am] |
tonight was the best night ive had in a while.... just me and some new friends, no one i really knew well. i got my mind off of a lot of things, and i stopped thinking about yinon and bnaya and eliran and asher for about 3 hours....
unfortunately i boke curfew (i was in at 12:06 rather than 12:00) and now my curfew is at eleven except weekends... whatever, i can change that.
i also started wok today... it was boring, but i like the other people. and i make good money :-D |
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[Aug. 10th, 2006|01:38 am] |
im kind of bored. and its 1:37 AM. and i miss bnaya.
the end. |
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